Good news! I am going to St. Louis next week for another CA125 and CTscan. I asked the doc this morning if any of my symptoms indicated a return of the cancer. Not necessarily, he said. I don't care either way. Just for today, I get to thing about this just as a hernia problem and not as a cancer problem. I like that. I am going to hold on to it all day long as I sit on my couch, knit and watch bad television.